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2014-2016

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So starting in August of 2014 my ex and I had split up.... This was hard because I had a new tiny handsome 3 month old and my handsome and oldest who was 1; It was also hard because he moved out and I lost my family's living space because I couldn't afford 1 month by myself. My loss of the apartment and worry of my little boys being took a toll on me and I attempted suicide one day when they were at their Nana's....
While I thought I was dying I thought to myself of how better off everyone would be and then my boys shot through my head; I called my ex and told him for I was ashamed to have told my mom... I eventually called her, but my ex had gotten to her first so the ambulance was already on their way. I was in ICU for 3 days thinking of nothing, but my kids; I even begged the doctors to save me as soon as the ambulance had dropped me off in the ER.
My attempted suicide caused a CPS case to pop up and I was looked into; They were taking from my custody temporarily and given to my mom (The case closed a few months back though). Now the circumstances are... If I am psychologically, financially, and living stable with a vehicle of my own I can have them back by court orders.
I have worked at Wal-Mart, Amazon Warehouse, Brookstone, and Toys R Us...
All while bouncing houses and having no ride; now we see the internet issue because of house hopping. I am now currently about to start a job at Staples... I'm trying very hard to save up money to get my boys back so I might not be on here much and it might take me a while to draw because I'm trying to balance them over anything else; my boys are my everything... If I lose them my world will have no meaning to shine. I don't want anyone's pity or apologies because I know what I did was wrong and I want to make it better and fight for them. I want encouragement and support so if you want to say something make it motivational or encouraging please.
I honestly have to say... Being 21 and having two young handsome boys makes my life so much better and I wouldn't have it any other way... In fact... I spent Dec. 20th (my 21st birthday) with my boys; It was the best birthday yet.
So please understand why I am distant or why sometimes I get busy.
Thank you,
 FluffieCannibal.
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Explanation...

1 min read
I greatly apologize for my disappearance, but I have had a lot of mental issues lately and have had to focus on myself. I felt if I got back on DA you all would be upset at me for just dropping off the face of the Earth. I do not think I will be doing requests anymore because I am going through some legal stuff, but anyone who was in line for one I will still do. I work nights 1 PM-11 PM so please be patient. I'm trying to get my life back and get a car then maybe I can have more time to draw after getting to my goals, but for now I am trying to slowly get back into my natural gears of everything. I again apologize tremendously.. I feel so horrible... I wasn't running from anyone or anything I just needed time for myself because I was NOT in a healthy position in life.
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FanArt

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ok so here is how everything is going since I have internet now. (my roommate stopped paying for hers, but now I'm at my moms a lot more so I have internet a lot) I know I owe :iconmegamoviemonday: 3 more (1 traditional, 2 digitals), I offered to do :iconcyberfox: 2 more than the one I have already done, then I owe :iconravanger-squid: 1, then :iconarkeis-pokemon: 1. I am going to upload :iconmegamoviemonday: last traditional, then do the people who haven't had a single one yet then I will go back and do :iconmegamoviemonday: 2 digitals and :iconcyberfox: 2 digitals. I GREATLY apologize for all this delay. it just so happens that bad luck follows me with my internet getting turned off right after i find out my pen nibs were eaten which in turn i found out i needed to buy a new pen because half the other nib was in the original pen. SO IS EVERYONE READY?! I am keeping the colors for Joeys outfit :iconmegamoviemonday: since you liked them so much :D. I ALSO HAVE my water colors, canvases/paints, graphite paper, acrylic paints and ALL my colored pencils from where they were currently resting. I DO have to buy more brushes because mine are MIA, but don't hesitate to ask for watercolors and paints when I am able to update that I have bought my brushes.
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Interweb

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I currently don't have internet to post up pictures, but I swear I am drawing every request I have gotten so far. I am moving into my own place May 5th so maybe around mid May to the end of May I will have Interwebness and I will post all of your pictures!
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NEW PEN!!!

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I have a friend who offered to buy me a new tablet waving bamboo pen and it made me so happy. He said in return he wants a one of a kind drawing. I'll get it Saturday or today.
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