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So starting in August of 2014 my ex and I had split up.... This was hard because I had a new tiny handsome 3 month old and my handsome and oldest who was 1; It was also hard because he moved out and I lost my family's living space because I couldn't afford 1 month by myself. My loss of the apartment and worry of my little boys being took a toll on me and I attempted suicide one day when they were at their Nana's....
While I thought I was dying I thought to myself of how better off everyone would be and then my boys shot through my head; I called my ex and told him for I was ashamed to have told my mom... I eventually called her, but my ex had gotten to her first so the ambulance was already on their way. I was in ICU for 3 days thinking of nothing, but my kids; I even begged the doctors to save me as soon as the ambulance had dropped me off in the ER.
My attempted suicide caused a CPS case to pop up and I was looked into; They were taking from my custody temporarily and given to my mom (The case closed a few months back though). Now the circumstances are... If I am psychologically, financially, and living stable with a vehicle of my own I can have them back by court orders.
I have worked at Wal-Mart, Amazon Warehouse, Brookstone, and Toys R Us...
All while bouncing houses and having no ride; now we see the internet issue because of house hopping. I am now currently about to start a job at Staples... I'm trying very hard to save up money to get my boys back so I might not be on here much and it might take me a while to draw because I'm trying to balance them over anything else; my boys are my everything... If I lose them my world will have no meaning to shine. I don't want anyone's pity or apologies because I know what I did was wrong and I want to make it better and fight for them. I want encouragement and support so if you want to say something make it motivational or encouraging please.
I honestly have to say... Being 21 and having two young handsome boys makes my life so much better and I wouldn't have it any other way... In fact... I spent Dec. 20th (my 21st birthday) with my boys; It was the best birthday yet.
So please understand why I am distant or why sometimes I get busy.
Thank you,
 FluffieCannibal.
Kaneki Ken by Mitsukiko1404
Kaneki Ken
This is my best friends commission from me :)
He loves Tokyo Ghoul and it is a 4 foot by 5 foot so it might have poop resolution.
Just warning because I haven't ever uploaded anything this big before I don't believe anyway.
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Request 3 by Mitsukiko1404
Request 3
This is long over due and I will write a journal explaining the past 2 years and why I haven't been my artistic self.
:iconmegamoviemonday: I apologize for the long long wait.
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So starting in August of 2014 my ex and I had split up.... This was hard because I had a new tiny handsome 3 month old and my handsome and oldest who was 1; It was also hard because he moved out and I lost my family's living space because I couldn't afford 1 month by myself. My loss of the apartment and worry of my little boys being took a toll on me and I attempted suicide one day when they were at their Nana's....
While I thought I was dying I thought to myself of how better off everyone would be and then my boys shot through my head; I called my ex and told him for I was ashamed to have told my mom... I eventually called her, but my ex had gotten to her first so the ambulance was already on their way. I was in ICU for 3 days thinking of nothing, but my kids; I even begged the doctors to save me as soon as the ambulance had dropped me off in the ER.
My attempted suicide caused a CPS case to pop up and I was looked into; They were taking from my custody temporarily and given to my mom (The case closed a few months back though). Now the circumstances are... If I am psychologically, financially, and living stable with a vehicle of my own I can have them back by court orders.
I have worked at Wal-Mart, Amazon Warehouse, Brookstone, and Toys R Us...
All while bouncing houses and having no ride; now we see the internet issue because of house hopping. I am now currently about to start a job at Staples... I'm trying very hard to save up money to get my boys back so I might not be on here much and it might take me a while to draw because I'm trying to balance them over anything else; my boys are my everything... If I lose them my world will have no meaning to shine. I don't want anyone's pity or apologies because I know what I did was wrong and I want to make it better and fight for them. I want encouragement and support so if you want to say something make it motivational or encouraging please.
I honestly have to say... Being 21 and having two young handsome boys makes my life so much better and I wouldn't have it any other way... In fact... I spent Dec. 20th (my 21st birthday) with my boys; It was the best birthday yet.
So please understand why I am distant or why sometimes I get busy.
Thank you,
 FluffieCannibal.

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Alex
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
My name is simple it is Alex.
My dream is to become a Diagnosticion like House, M.D. except not as harsh.
When I go to College next semester I will be taking Art just sketching, charcoal, stuff like that. Then after four years at a community college I will choose what universities to apply to. Then hopefully my life will progress at whatever pace it wants.
I have two sons Liam and Nolan and they are my world they inspired me to keep moving forward and have no regrets! :)
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MegaMovieMonday Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2015
Hi again. How are you? I hope you don't mind me asking but I was wondering how the request was turning out?
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Mitsukiko1404 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
it's going good actually. I learned new techniques and redid the water.
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MegaMovieMonday Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2016
Cool. I'm really glad to hear that. I'm also curious to see how the new water looks. :)
so, If I may ask, how have you been lately? It really has been awhile and I'd like to know how you were.
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Mitsukiko1404 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I actually just made a journal on it. Explaining why I have been distant from my passion. I am proud of the final result n.n and I hope you love it. I am doing good. Have stable medication and very supportive peers at the moment. Thank you for asking.

How have you been?
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FireyFreyja Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the Llama...an important part of life !
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Mitsukiko1404 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you're welcome n.n
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FireyFreyja Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for watching!
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LupoSolitario86 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2015
Thanks for watch ^^
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Zerphoon Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2015
Thank  you for the watch!
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MinervaNight Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you for the watch :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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